I should be happy then why I’m not?
Why I’m always like that thinking about a lot of things?
Why do I always think that there is nothing good could happen to me?
Why do I feel that happiness is something for everyone but not me?
Why do I do this to myself?
Why don’t get happy anymore?
I want to feel happy because a lot of good things happening around me
Am I going into a depression?
Have I ever been out of it?