Conflicting Orders

I don't feel what is going on with th world or anything outside my room I'm stuck in studying and have no time to do anything but exams and studying and not sleeping I sleep or 2 hours a day and my mind giving conflicting orders like when if I want to drink i go to the bathroom to pee and I'm don't know what I say or do and i'm thinking about alot of things that needs to be written down before I forget them but sure it flies away I hope the internet gets fixed soon at home so I can just write my condflicting and contradicting thoughts when they come i hope they come back again soon