good bye

Realizing that what was the last time I had fun or felt pleased and happy I just can't recall it that I began to feel that I have never had one. And looking for something good or something that is real in my life I found nothing. So being here or not doesn't really matte.
I decided to suicide since that there is nothing in my life and it is so empty maybe it is a bit late it is not a bit it is a lot late later than anything thing so i just going to say goodbye life there is must be a new life better in a way. I always cry in good byes but this time there wont be any tears anymore.

one old greek once said
Life is trouble. Only death is not. To be alive is to undo your belt and look for trouble. You've got everthing except one thing: madness! A man needs a little madness, or else he never dares cut the rope and be free.